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I am irrationally afraid that I got HIV from a random hookup with a tranny about three months ago.
I got an antibody blood test 45 days after the possible exposure, to which I tested nonreactive.
The only actual exposure I had to "her" was giving "her" unprotected oral sex, and having "her" give me unprotected oral sex. There was no ejactulate in my mouth, obviously, because "she" is physically incapable of ejaculating. The anal sex was completely protected and the condom was intact after it was over.
Am I irrationally worrying? I can't get tested for four weeks, since I'm on a family vacation and my car is at home.
Do i keep my dog?
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First, thank you for reading and, i will do my best to keep it short and just say whats important.
>>Living in apartment and dating girl for a few months, decide to get dog
>>Dog was with family since pup, they gave him away because newborn baby
>>Dog then trained on farm to be guard dog, but given away because of kind nature
>>Dog lives with new family but snaps at a kid who pestering him, they give him to me
I am happy with dog, his name is Frodo but i usually call him baby bears.
After a few months of getting dog, me and girl move out to farm house...lots of space in house, lots of land for dog to be free, girl's family also lives there, so more people to socialize and care for dog. Fast forward 2 years,
>>Me and girl break up, girl has dog while i move out and settle in
>>Me, now living in small apartment, pet friendly but girl wants to keep dog
>>I know that his life there is probably better for him
>>I have no car, i am busy with school and the responsibilities of living alone
>>Dog is a lot of work, mess, hates other animals and apparently little kids(lol)
While moving out a few weeks ago, i was loading things into the truck and my baby bears was acting strange. He kept barking and being silly. Then when i was getting into the truck to leave, he started going nuts...crying, shaking, barking and acting like he was about to die. This image has been burned into my heart...
I never acted strange to him, but he knew...he knew i was leaving and he was scared, scared of being abandoned again. The reason i left said girl, was because she was causing problems that were threatening our relationship, my sense of security while living there, and taking advantage of me being vulnerable(in school, no job, living at her parents, etc). So when winter break came around, i did what had to be done, and left...because fuck if i was going to let her abandon me and fuck up my life while im in my last semester.
Did he ever even want to FUCK me?
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So I fell for the married older alpha-nerd doctor who's the leader of my local activity group.
I thought it was just a harmless crush. But I emailed him for over a year, with him responding whenever the hell he felt like it.
After I sent him a pic of me eating on my bare legs, he asked if I'd ever been to a certain restaurant that serves that food. He bought me lunch, and we had a great conversation, but he left in a hurry afterwards.
He never asked me on a second date ("too busy" was always his line), but I finally got him on Google Chat. He opened up a bit about his favorite music, and even sent me an unsolicited draft of the book he's writing, but stopped chatting altogether as soon as I brought up anything personal.
So I broke down and told him how much I liked him, but wrote it like a hypothetical story so he wouldn't feel awkward. Now he won't even talk to me.
Was he playing with my emotions all this time? In future dating adventures, should I just stay away from brilliant older nerds with social skills?
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>go on date with super qt girl to concert last night
>only 2nd time ever I got a date because autist
>everything is going well, we have good time talking and such, get drunk
>get coffee and shit, she's into everything I say and touches me all the time
>at concert she gives me her money to hold onto because she didn't have pockets
>forget I had her money b/c drunk, she asks for it at end of show and I tell her I don't have it, thought I gave it back to her
>she gets pissed but gets over it, looks for it later in her jacket
>find her money in my wallet
>she texts me asking for it back and how she feels like I tried to steal her money and take advantage of her
>gave it back to her
>she says we didn't "mesh well together" and she "doesn't know" if she wants to hang out again, but she said she had a good time at the concert and liked hanging out with me
So...is it completely over or is there some hope here? It seems like she's just mad over the money thing, but I also feel like she just wasn't into me and was just being nice.
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I am a university student
for the last couple of years I tend to be unable to concentrate on work at all
the longest I can sustain organised academic activity is for about an hour, and only when it is immediately obvious that its necessary to do so
I tend to only feel satisified when I am on the PC, browsing or playing
It has come to a point when I am beginning to feel really guilty that I am not doing shit, but I still get distracted as soon as I attempt to do work as if I am not a rational being
Could it be a case of ADHD or am I just a lazy shit looking for excuses in a place where people like me dwell?
"symptoms": unable to sustain attention for a long time, crave visual and auditory stimuli, fidgety like a 10 y.o., unable to concentrate on organised intellectual labour even though I would really like to
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>19, living at home, sister is 24
>had a big fight about a week ago, she told me not to talk to her
>yesterday was at the kitchen, she comes over, stands exactly in my way
>give her a light tap on her right arm and say "excuse me"
>she starts saying I "pushed her" with force
>tries to start another fight, I'm admittedly already pissed off, tell her to fuck off and go cry about it
>she sends my mother a barrage of texts as the victim
>mother comes home, doesn't even bother to check the story, asks me why I pushed her
>I say I didn't and explain exactly what happened
>she says we shouldn't be using agression in this house
>this really fucking sets me off
>we start arguing
>she proceeds to completely mock my entire life
>ridicules my friends, the conversations she thinks I'm having, say I'm just like my dad or whatever, calls me a retard
>I never, ever said anything personal about her
>meanwhile both my sisters are in the room watching like it's some entertainment movie
>my sister starts spewing some shit about how I hate women and I must be a misogynist
>this only ends fucking 3AM
>it happens every fucking time
Supposing I can't kill everyone in this house and get away with it, what's left?