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>had a girlfriend back when i was 17, she was 15
>parents split up and shes there for me
>shes surprisingly mature, and i'm a shithead
>treat her horribly, ignore her texts, don't talk to her for days, sleep ungodly hours and only awake when shes asleep
>she moves away, and i don't talk to her for 4 months
>we talk to each other through texts and eventually it falls apart, i stop replying to her and put more distance between us because depression i've since got meds for
>don't think anything of it
>remember her last month
>try to get back in contact with her
>she has a boyfriend and shes happy
>realize that she isn't the same person as she used to be
>at least she wouldn't be the same girl with unconditional love for me as she used to be
>stop trying to get back into contact with her
>realize i love the memory of her more than i would if we had now what we had then
>time has changed her into a responsible adult, and i'm lonely talking about her at 4a.m.
>this is no one elses fault but my own, but I've been day dreaming ways I'd fix what I fucked up 7 years ago for the past two weeks
Why am I so fixated on her? It's no ones fault but mine, but I still miss the memory of her more than anything. I miss the way she used to kiss my ears when I had an ear ache, and whisper my name when we cuddled. I don't want these feels.
How to stop procrastinating and avoid being on the pc all day
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Anons, i need some advice about it. I don´t want it to spoil my college grades but i just can't stop doing nothing but being sat on the computer and play games (and specially those that consume a lot of time, like Skyrim and LoL)
Basically, this is my day
>turn on pc
>listen to youtube while dress up and breakfast
>go to college
>go back home
>tell myself i have to study
>turn on computer
>play games the rest of the day
It's been this like 85% of the days for more than two years. I need good grades so my parents let me buy a Nintendo 3DS (don´t worry, i'm having second thoughts about this), but it's so hard to not procrastinate.
A bit about me
>5,8ft and 230 lb
>childish and forgetful
>have slight ADD
>taking Methyfenidate pills (Concerta to be more specific). Help me a lot to keep me focused on class and not falling asleep or pick up my phone
>a bit socially akward
>two groups of friends
>one are 3 otakus who'd rather play games and watch anime all day (i don´t watch anime), i'm trying to avoid them lately
>and the other are a guy that's very helpful and friendly (he was actually the first person who spoke to me on college) and a girl i had a crush on but ended on the "just friends" dialogue. Both of them help me study a lot. I started being friends with them last year, and I would not have continued in college if not for their help
>live with my older brother on an apartment, near the college
>parents live on a far away city, but send money regularly
And if you will tell me to start lifting, i'll do it after the test period ends (1st week of May). Any advice about that is welcome too
>mfw i said myself to study at 15 pm and it's 18 pm and i haven't even picked a pen.
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I am in deep sorrow.
My girlfriend of 6 years, slept with one of my closest friend. I suspected it for quite some time, but she denied it..
Until two days ago, where she got notified that she has an STD.
I don't know what to do. How do I move on from this shit?
What do I tell her, she says it was only something that will ever happen once, but I don't know. If she's done it once, she can do it twice.
Any advice on how to move on from this shit?
Thanks in advance.
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Boyfriend is frustrated that I don't give any auditory feedback or enjoy sex, I've explained to him that it's been a long time since I've been able to feel much pleasure so it's not his fault even though he tries all these different things and uses vibrators on me, sex is primarily to please him, my vagina is broken. I make a lot of effort to please him and don't just lie there.
But he doesn't want to accept that, he thinks all women are capable of blissful ecstasy from sex. I haven't had blissful feelings from masturbation for over a decade now, I only masturbate to relax and ease tension and in a desperate attempt to satisfy my pretty high sex drive, although that always fails.
How can I get him to accept that?
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So here's the situation.
I went to Korea last summer with monetary help from my university to do a course. Was the best experience of my life. I study Korean in college so going there is kind of the end goal.
I wanted to do it again, requested the scholarship but this time I got denied cuz I already went, but if I go I have the course free either way, and I can go with people that got it this time (some are my friends and would like to share the experience with them this time around)
My father basically says he'll give me the money so I can go.
I feel a bit bad cuz it's going kind of like a spoiled brat and a bit undeserving. I have asked a lot of times if it's ok and he says it won't be a problem for the family monetary side of things, but I still feel kinda bad about it, as we aren't too rich ourselves either.
Last year I spent a lot of extra money in random shit, but this year I already know the country so I have some plans to save up on money.
It's either going there or being depressed all sumer in my home, as I don't think I'd have other plans to do.
Should I go to have a good time, meet more people, or should I back off now that I have time (even if I've already sent files and talked with people to go) so I don't "hurt" my family with those spendings?