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I recently visited my hometown. I live in another state for uni, and although it's summer now I still stay in the house that I rent. A few weeks ago I reconnected with an old female friend from high school. She's going to be a sophomore at her college (still in hometown, still lives with parents) and I'm going to be a senior.
She gave me her number and we made plans to meet up next time I was in. She texted me first asking if I was home and we met for coffee. It went pretty well, she's hotter than I remembered. Only thing is, she had a bad breakup like almost a year ago and is now super christian. Still curses and is a liberal, so I assume she maybe drinks? Whatever, anyway she's religious enough to cut coffee short to go to evening church services.
It was nice to see her, blahblah. I went back to my uni city. Texted a bit, we made plans to hang out next time I'm in and if she's ever up here. Haven't talked to her since. But she posted something on facebook that alluded to our coffee date being something she really enjoyed. And she also liked 2 older profile pictures of mine today. So I'm thinking I made an impression.
How can I not fuck this up?
Creating your own reality
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I have begun to realize how much I dislike my life. I have defaulted into a mundane lifestyle working a nine to five style job. There really is not a chance for me to increase the quality of my life drastically anytime in the near future. Plus with the way the economy is looking, everything should fall apart by December apparently. That is unimportant to me though, what my problem is is that I am not happy with the life I have been given, and quite frankly I never had a choice other than to do that of which is what I do not want to do. I am tired of being a slave to the dollar, it is corrupt in so many ways. So due to this, I have decided to an hero as 4chan calls it. I might be called an edgelord or whatever is the word nowadays, but I simply want your opinions on it, not your criticism.
I have decided I am going to create my own reality. I am going to go into the forest with a pack of supplies, my sword (which is hand crafted, passed down by my father) it ain't no silver hero blade, but it's a good sword. And several other things. I plan on a week or month prior to doing it, constantly forcing the change of my beliefs. I am going to actually try to convince myself that there is stuff out there, and try to brainwash myself into believing it. I do realize to have this intent is the same as suicide and that is why I am choosing it. Simply because I will either end up as bear food, or a hero of my own land. I do know quite a bit about local plants and am moderately fit. So I am not just some fat retard to clear that out.