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I'm addicted to very extreme porn. More specifically; beastiality.
I know how I got to this place. Growing up, I was angry for being different. I had no self esteem. I was dead ugly. I would never be able to get a pretty girl.
None of those things seemed to matter to girls who did extreme porn. They didn't look like they were faking it. They were saying "fuck everyone doing lame normal sex, this is our secret club thing".
How can I make it stop?
I want to go back to watching lesbian porn, or maybe a girl masterbating or something.
I just can't get off to it anymore. Every time I get horny, I try t start with normal porn, but I always quickly switch over to something insane.
I don't want to be a creepy bad person, but that's exactly how I feel :(
Any tips on how to kick this disgusting habbit? I want to be normal, and not feel like I have a terrible secret I must keep from everyone.
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okay so i've been getting a lot of sleep paralysis lately and i'm trying to figure out what's causing it. i notice that almost every time i have it, i've masturbated right before falling asleep. i'm a girl, and i use a vibrator to masturbate. when i start to feel the paralysis, i kind of feel the same vibrations in my body that i do when i'm using my vibrator - not like it's turning me on, but just my whole body is shaking? any other time i get it, it's when i fall asleep with my laptop open on my bed. is there some connection between electronics and sleep paralysis? do i need to stop masturbating before bed? it's scary as shit and happens at least 2 times a week.
How do I convince my White Stepmom that Half-White boys should be allowed to wear boxer shorts?
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my parents are divorced. My White Dad married my Asian Mom because she was traditional, feminine and anti-feminist. But they got divorced and my dad ended up marrying a typical American white woman. My White dad is rich and owns a mansion. It lets me live a badboy gangsta lifestyle with swagger. My dads away on business trips all the time, so id be king of the castle pad except for my bitch stepmom. My mom just has a small apartment. My dad ALWAYS takes my stepmoms side. Hes 36 and shes 29. She HATES that I let my lowriding boxers sag all ghetto gangsta. So she punished my by throwing away all my boxer shorts and forcing me to wear boys cartoons briefs with my own money. IF she wants me thrown out I'll have to live in my mom's apartment and go to a shit school
My White Stepcunt says that Eurasian Boys have the bodies of 12 year old little white boys. And that my Asian Mom must have been retarded to let a Half-White boy wear boxer shorts which are for men.
My stepmom BITCHES cuz I act like a ghetto gangsta badboy. My friends say 2 get girls, I have 2b a ghetto, gangsta, badboy, asshole, cuz girls love being treated like shit and hurt. But my STEPMOM BITCHES like crazy over my thug attitude. She caught me sneakily throwing a house party with beer. I had my boxers sagging. She said "since I like showing them off so much", she forced me to strip to my boxer shorts in FRONT of 50 guys and girls! And then change into spiderman BRIEFS!
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I basically started dating this girl and we've been dating for almost a year now. When we both were drunk she told me a lot about her past and after that she felt a bit embarrassed and said she loves me because I listened to her and cared.
The next day or so she started asking me questions about MY past. Here is the problem - my past is pretty fucked up. Basically my childhood consisted of seeing drug addicts O.D. outside of my building, street fights, alcohol and drugs. In me teenage years I was a "gangster" and a drug dealer, on one occassion I sprayed a guy with the intention of killing him but he survived and later I shot his brother in the leg and shoulder and kicked his ass.
Aside from that shit I've been shot at, stabbed, got into serious fights and she knows the fighting and stabbing part because I have a scar on my face and I have a scar on my body where I was stabbed. I also have a bullet scar but it isn't that noticeable. I don't want to sound like a bitch, but my childhood was "hard". My two best friends are dead, one of them died from being mugged and shot and the other had a heart attack out of nowhere a couple of years later and died. I was always poor and I kind of tried to always move away from the person I used to be, it pops up from time to time.
I don't want to tell her. I don't know why but I'm scared of what she's going to think of me, and how she'll tell her parents, or someone else and the word will get out and people will either think of me as a "loser wannabie thug gangster" or they'll think I'm lying. I'm thinking about making up a story about my past, because all I've told her was "It was pretty normal" and she didn't believe me because of the scars.
Give me some advice, I'm really lost right now.
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>go to a bar
>its filled with spanish people and they all sing spanish karaoke
>got no I.D.
>but the bar owner lets me drink only if I put the glass on the other side and take sips
>sitting there drinking a pitcher with friends of mine
>older woman starts talking to me
>and she's like "im on ur side, u should totally be able to drink here"
>she starts dancing, she picks me out and grabs my hand and makes me start dancing with her
>I don't know how to dance
>she's like "stop being so nervous, stop being so weird, relax, you're good looking"
>"be more at ease, look like you're enjoying urself, smile"
>dancing with her
>she shows me some cool moves
>she says "lets show them, some real dances moves"
>we do pretty good, everyone claps
>she bows, so I bow too
>she kisses me on the cheek
>and says "i like you"
>I sit back down again
>she grabs my hand again and we start dancing to "twist and shout" beatles
>I've seen the music video so I'm actually leading sometimes, but I feel feminine for twisting my hips
>she tells me to stop being a pussy and grab her tits
>she's like "stop being a pussy"
>i grab her butt instead
>she starts grinding me
>she wants to kiss me but im unsure
>I kiss her on the temple
>she starts drinking a lot
>she gets on the bar table and starts doing a strip tease for me
>she shows me her tits
>go for a bathroom break
>come out of the bathroom
>she's facing away from me shaking her butt
>she turns her upper body to look at me
>she loses her balance
>she falls off and gets knocked unconscious
>afraid that her lust for me got her killed
>rush out of there
>hide on the street corner
>friends tell me she got up and said "where did white boy go?"
Type III - to shave or not to shave
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I'm in the latter stages of type III male pattern baldness. I'm a comparative oldfag (late 30's) that is fit as a fiddle, I run 10 to 20 miles a week depending on my work load, have a decent body, have noticeable musculature and just got told by a 15 year old kid, "For an old guy, you sure can run fast!" because I ran down and caught a chicken.
I recently tried Rogaine but got dizziness, fucked up vision and a burning scalp so I stopped.
My options now are to wait for future cures
micrograft, which i'm neither inclined to do or have the money for
buzz it off without shaving it down with a razor
propecia which could give you irreversible soft penis and watery ejaculate
I don't want to have the horseshoe.