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How do I apologize for being such a heinous bitch?
Boyfriend was going to a high-school reunion. He was really quite excited, even though I got the impression he wasn't hugely enthralled by high school. I kept saying I wasn't going to go, that it was an opportunity for him to re-connect with old friends, but he kept talking about it, and especially this one girl, Dianna, whom he used to play a lot of chess with. (And he teaches chess, professionally, to him the game is a BIG deal)
And this went on to the point where I was half-sure he was going to hook up with this Dianna chick, and I didn't explicitly say I thought that, but I'm pretty sure he picked up on the vibe anyway, and I wound up at the last minute deciding to attend, more to keep an eye on him than anything else.
We get there, and I meet Diana. She's in a wheelchair, her middle body's all twisted, her arms are sticks, and boyfriend whispered to me later that she's been like that, physically, for as long as he's known her. I don't know what condition she has, but it's probably some sort of muscle degeneration?
The point is, I'm not even sure she'd be able to have sex from a purely physical point of view, and it took two seconds of observation to realize bf sees her almost as a little sister he's there to protect and not a love interest.
I feel terrible, for my lack of trust, but he keeps going on, I'm sure in his mind he's being gracious, by simply pretending not to acknowledge how much of a bitch I've been in the past few weeks, and that makes it hard to apologize to him, which he really does deserve. I sort of know what I want to say to him when we both get home, but I'm not so sure how to open the conversation up.
ping pong ball in colon
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as an heterosexual male I did some stupid things. well, in brief, I have a ping pong ball in my colon since January! :(
somehow I kept on having bowel moments daily as usual. just with the fact that I poop less each time (I guess it's just the amount that can make it beyond the ball) and constantly feel a little constipated.
I feel the ball moving inside time to time. referring to the schema I posted here, I can say it's usually hanging around between part 3 and 4. a few times it went to part 1, but never came to the end, which is part 5. I guess it just can't pass from 4 to 5 because of the sphinchter muscle between them. once because of some light ache, I felt as it was passing to 5 but then it got back. I'm pretty sure I can let it out, only if it can pass from 4 to 5.
I tried; relaxing in different positions, sitting in hot water for a while, having diarrhea, having constipation, minding my diet accordingly, etc. but nothing worked.
luckily I don't feel like there's an emergency; no pain, no permanent constipation, but just some feeling of discomfort time to time, and knowing that it's still there..
as you can see this is not a joke. and I still don't want to think of going to the hospital because of some personal reasons. I'd really appreciate some serious suggestions for getting it out or at least making it pass from 4 to 5, or maybe some way to relax my intestine muscles to let it out.
thanks in advance to the ones who will care..
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My name is Brandon and I asked every single one of you to rate me. I'm a fat, retarded, no lifer who spends every second of my day posting stupid ass pictures of myself on /b/. I am everything bad in the world. Honestly, have any of you ever rated me? I mean, I guess it's fun making fun of me because of my insecurities, but you take it to a whole new level. This is even worse than jerking off to my pictures on facebook. Don't be a hater. Just hit me with your best rating. I'm pretty much pizza. I was rated 4/10 by the football team, and 2/10 by the basketball team. What sports do I play, other than posting on /adv/ and asking for ratings? I also get straight 0/10s, and I think about banging your girlfriend (I thought about her blowing you; Shit was SO cash). I am a faggot who should just kill himself. Thanks for listening.
Pic Related: It's me, your bitch.
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Rather simple question really, where do nerdy girls hang out?
To explain, I used to be a rather chubby guy who liked watching anime, reading manga and playing video games. Somehow had a hot girlfriend who dumped me after 4 years and seriously fucked me up.
Decided to get my life in order and started hitting the gym and joining the sports clubs at Uni. 2 years later I've completely changed as a person, I'm pretty ripped, on the 1st team for Rugby and fucked quite a large amount of girls on nights out. I tried turning one of these girls into a girlfriend but after she cheated I realised this wasn't the person I wanted to be. I still read manga and played VG but nowhere near as much as I used to and I'm rather lonely if you can call it that.
I've got a large base of friends, but most of them are the beer swilling idiots really. Whilst I love my drink, I also want someone I can cuddle up on the sofa with and game with or watch films, like with my first gf.
I work at the MCM expo in London so I see a few girls there that fit my type, but I'm usually to busy to do anything. In a rather non-subtle way, where do nerdy girls hang out? The vast majority of people who are part of my uni's anime club are unbelievably over-weight or have terrible hygiene.