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I find myself constantly wanting to humiliate, defile, and degrade my girlfriend.
She isn't really into it, but she does it because she knows I enjoy it and get off on it. But I can see it's really taking an emotional toll on her lately. I can't help myself though. I don't know what it is exactly, but I see her, and particularly when she is nicely dressed, you know that clean fresh start of the day look, she has her makeup on, and looking at her, I just get these dark thoughts. I don't know why, I don't know what the root of them is. Perhaps it's because she is such a kind and compassionate person, but I see her looking normal, and I want to destroy that image. And I make her do real fucked up sexual things.
It didn't used to be like this. I mean we dated for a year without anything like this ever happening, we were normal, we had a good sex life, what the fuck happened to me? How do I stop doing this? I get caught up doing this stuff to her, and then afterwards I look at her, and at first I am satisfied, but then I deeply regret it. I can't believe it was me that did such things.
I'm probably fucking talking in circles here. I don't even know if anyone here will understand or be able to help me, but maybe other folks have felt this way and dealt with this? I'm hoping so. I don't want to lose the relationship or really start to fuck her up emotionally.
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So I'm talking to a chick lately, and basically she doesn't talk much
Her responses consist half the time of just
>Oh, haha. I see. Interesting. XD
Not really any conversation, and I have to initiate most of it.
It's safe to say she's just humoring me at this point, right?
Granted she's studying for some big test apparently, but this happens even when shes not touching it.
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>GF's parents break-up.
>GF's Dad goes out, meets a woman.
>Apparently woman is going to stay with GF's Dad this weekend.
>GF is upset about this, she doesn't like the idea, thinks it's inappropriate, thinks it's unfair on her sisters.
What do you make of this? Personally, I say good on him, he's moving on, and he's seeing whether anything is going to happen with this woman. How do I approach this?