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gonna kill myself, no friends in college, hate my course, hate my life, no friends, no gf, no sex in over 8 years, loser, ugly, gynecomastia, pearly penile papules among other things, no motivation to work or achieve anything, literally have no ambition to do anything. I'm 19 turning 20 next week.
Quickest/painless way to suicide tonight?
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Alright /adv/, I'm not gonna waste your fucking time with dumb relationship shit that's been asked a hundred times. I'm going to ask something that really matters for my actual quality of life.
I'm 18, live with my parents (haven't even been 18 for over 6 months yet). I'm looking for simple money, not a lot, but simple, and reliable. I'm not educated beyond high school, but I'm considering Stenographer's school. (I have my GED.) Regardless of if I go, I need a way to make at least a little bit of money.
I would really prefer being able to work from home (I have a reliable internet connection.) Please help me, I seriously need to make a little bit of money. I'd really, really appreciate anyone who can help me out, more than I can put into words. I've been in tears over this for an hour, and I really don't have anywhere else to turn.
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I've been seeing this guy since June after meeting him in February, and although we've been friends for a decent amount of time and sexually active for almost 5 months, he told me he didn't want a relationship. This of course was bullshit, and recently, after a lot of drama when he got rejected by two girls he showed an interest in dating in, I decided that I'd had enough and proceeded to sleep with a close friend. It wasn't that great- sex with the former is PHENOMENAL- and I felt a lack of a spark. Word had gotten back to my fwb about me sleeping with the other guy, and we've since had a ton of WHAT AM I TO YOU? conversations. (In addition to many we've had over the past few months.) He claims he doesn't know what he wants, he doesn't feel comfortable just being fwb with me because it "feels like a relationship", and he flat out said "we have a lot in common but I think we're incompatible in some ways… and other ways not". Last night he came over and we fucked like animals, then wound up sleeping together like a couple. We are both very misanthropic people, and the fact that either of us are in this situation is strange.
What does everyone think I should do? Is this dude playing me, is he being sincere, is this too much bullshit to deal with? I don't want to lose one of the few friends I genuinely like, but I also don't want to stop the sex if I don't have to.