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Today, I randomly had flashbacks to every moment of harassment, abuse, torment, neglect, violent attack, attempted rape, and betrayal against me during class. I was able to hold back my tears just long enough to get to my car but cried the entire way home and sat in the driveway for another half-hour trying to stop my tears before going inside.
All these memories take place from when I was 4 years old to last year (age 20).
I'm twenty-fucking-one years old, I should have moved on from them by now but they still haunt me. I normally just play games to get them out of my head but none of them have been working for this lately... any ideas of what I can do to just erase them from my mind?
Job Payment Advice
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So I'm going to be starting a new job soon, essentially as a live in assistant / hired friend. She just wants me to hang around and play video games with her, in her mansion in bel air (and no I'm not making this shit up), full room and board covered in the house, they have a live in maid and chef. All i would do is keep her company (no sexual things) and maybe some light filing. Oh, and let her dogs in and out of the back yard. But with all this amazing opportunity comes a great cost... of not being able to go out all the time and hang with my friends. I love my friends and it will be rough to not see them... Essentially I'm wondering what I should push for salary. I'm not a greedy man, and my friends are saying everywhere from 1.5k per month to 5k per month.
>new job, hired friend/assistant.
>sweet room in bel air, food and stuff covered
>video games all day err day
>no more social life
>also I will miss my girl a lot. (pic related)
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I'm confused as fuck /adv/. This is my last and final resort on this because I don't know how much longer I can take this.
Last year, around this time of year, I met a girl. She was really sweet and we hit it off really well together. I really liked her but at the time was in a relationship so I couldn't do anything, but her and a friend of mine met up together and got together and hit it off really well. It bothered me a little but I brushed it off and let them be happy.
Well, five months later, a ton of shit happens. They argue constantly and what first seemed like a sweet girl seemed like an evil bitch thanks to my friend. He constantly came up with these false circumstances for their arguments and tried to make it look like she was always the biggest bitch in these arguments and that she was the cause. I had known my friend for longer so I was more willing to take his word which wasn't right at all.
I cut off contact with her and my friend after months of trying to help them out deciding that I had had more than enough of trying to help their drama. Back in July, I heard back from her. She really wanted to get in contact with me again. She said she missed me a lot and wanted to tell me sorry about everything. At first I declined but I accepted after a little while.