Metamorphose temps de feel
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It's feels time /gulls/.
I don't see in the catalog so i'm sorry if it's still there and that i'm just being too retarded.
If that's ok with you i'll contribute to get that out of my chest because i just can't hold it anymore:
>be me,18 yo girl
>very boyish clothing/look and kind of androgynous looking in the face apparently (yet small and average weight just so you know?)
>i fall in love with cute j fash stuff,lolita,fairy kei,... a few years ago in 2009
>identity crisis comes in on top of low self esteem and i feel lost, feels even uglier and wrong in cute feminine clothing so i decides to go boyish kawaii uke desu mode.
>But i buy cute plushies,cute clothing i never wear,cute posters from sakura card captor and all ( i'm a bit of a weeb tbh) and feels so happy looking at it.
>Yet drools over cute lolitas here or other websites and people wearing cute j fashion
>Feels bad compared to cute friends and always compare myself anyway. Cute friends are wearing cute j fash/lolita/... and i feel like the unkawaii duckling near the kawaii swans
>I never wear makeup because it strangely makes me feel uglier like cute clothes
>I tried to take baby steps like wearing a long wig or something but i feel ugly all the time like if i wasn't worthy or good enough to be like those cute dainty elegant girls i see
>told by lot of people i am really cute and charming but i just can't see the kawaii side in me