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/x/, have you ever seen something gruesome online that just...wouldn't leave you? I'm not sure how else to explain it, but I thought that if anyone would understand, it would be you lot.
To explain: I'd seen the Station Nightclub fire video years ago. Not in its entirety, but enough to know what it was and how horrific those screams could be. It was out of my mind until around a week ago when I stumbled across a list of death caught on video.
The list was classy rather than gore and more about highly influential videos rather than gore. A clearer, uncut version of the fire video was featured, and I watched it.
I don't know what happened. I watched the video, and though I was horrified, I couldn't keep from rewatching. Then I started doing research. I watch the slow motion versions, the ultra clear versions, dug up all the photos, read Killer Show, digging ever detail I could find. It's gotten to the point where I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the past 3 days because I'm afraid to close my eyes. I'm worried I'll see the images of the crush against the door or hear the man writhing and smoking on the ground screaming for them to turn on the fire hose and douse him with water.
I'm not getting off on this, yet I can't stop myself. What's more, it's terrifying me. It feels like an oppressive cloud floating around me. Has anyone ever had something like this take hold of them?
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This bitch goes down into the catacombs below Odessa with her friends. They get drunk, stupid, and she thinks it would be a good idea to run ahead of them and spook them when they come out. Problem is, they take a turn somewhere and they get separated. Since her friends had the map, she wanders around aimlessly, sobers up, and presumably begins to panic. Her flashlight eventually goes out and she's trapped down there wandering for two days until she eventually succumbs to dehydration.
Her body is found two years later.
Worst way to die? I think yes.
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Lets talk astral projection /x/. Experiences, methods, and theories about it in general.
For the past year I've been attempting to do this, and have come close on a few occasions. Last night I went to bed as usual with the thought in my mind that I was going to succeed. As I was falling into sleep, I caught myself and went into sleep paralysis. When I got into this state I started to experience the usual hypnagogic hallucinations, this time I heard voices calling out my name. I remained calm and relaxed my mind. I drifted into another state, and when I heard the distant buzzing noise that got progressively louder, I knew I was close.
The vibrations started to come in waves, moving all throughout my body. I attempted to control them, and forced them into my feet, and back up to my head. After I gained control over these intense vibrations I knew it was time to attempt to separate my astral body from my physical body. I used the "rope" method, where you picture a rope on your ceiling and you grab it and pull yourself out of your body.
I imagined myself becoming separated, and reached out with my hand for the rope. Instead of my physcial hand reaching out, something else happened. It was not my physcial hand at all, rather what I would call my astral hand. It had a greenish color to it and was slightly transparent. When I witnessed this, I knew I had done it, but unfortunately I became too excited about my success that I snapped out of it and came out of sleep paralysis.
I'm happy that I finally got to this stage, I just wish I could have went further. Tonight I am trying again, with the intent on full separation.
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Hello fellow X-ers, I was wondering if you could help me figure out the meaning of a dream that I recently had:
So there is this girl who I think is the love of my life, super attractive, super smart, perfect.
I've liked her a lot for the past 3 years that we have known each other and have been hanging out.
A couple days ago I had a dream that we were in bed kissing. Now sex, and sexual motives at all.
Suddenly we stop kissing and she says to me:
"if you give me the information , I'll have sex with you."
Now see, this quote is troubling me a lot, what the hell could this mean? Does it mean anything at all?
Some help explaining this weird dream would be much appreciated... thank you in advance!
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I feel like i'm becoming a computer or something...
i spend hours listening to music and just rapidly reading through and watching random ass shit on the internet. All kinds of science, government, space, vidya, and technology related things pretty much. I used to play tons of games and watch anime and shit. I rarely do those activities anyone for more than, maybe, an hour at most at a time. I just cant keep my attention to it and get bored of the same shit over and over. On the internet i am constantly absorbing new information at an extremely fast pace. Also at the same time i think pretty deeply of everything i read. I find myself in conversations where i can pretty much always include a random fact about the subject matter or correct someone else's mistakes on what they thought was fact.
I still have my own thought and opinions though... i can make conversation without using that kind of approach just fine as most people do.
then way i browse the internet has evolved into strange ways as well. Back when we had AOL Dial-up i spent a lot of time on very few websites. I don't think it was because there were fewer websites back then but more like it was new and i didn't really know how to use it properly. As time went on i learned more and more about how to better use it. The internet speeds were increasing at that time and most people were switching over to DSL and Cable speeds. As the internet got faster i also got faster at browsing it and consuming the information.
Now i find myself almost constantly going back and forth between various bookmarked websites and constantly refreshing them all until something new pops up. Not only has the amount of regularly visited amount of websites gone up but i also feel like i can remember a lot of it and recall it better than any older memories before the internet and computers.