Qliphoth Reading List
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It's in the title, folks. I've managed to put together a concise reading list on Qabbalah, but I desire an equal understanding of the other side of the coin. I want to see and understand the whole, then I will choose my own path.
I want to see and understand the Tree of Death, so that perhaps I might know the Tree of Life better.
If anybody could name some authors, or books that would allow me to cultivate a well-rounded understanding of Qliphoth, that would be very helpful.
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Lets try this again.
Hello /x/. I am a Hunter and I have posted in the hopes of finding help from other Hunters or anyone that can help.
I am trying to ascend, and have quite literally hit a wall.
While in meditation, I start to feel close to the old "one with the univere" feel, then suddenly, my inner self contacts a wall. I can feel raw time and space energies on the other side, but no matter what I try, I can't overcome this wall. Any thoughts, methods, or suggestions?
Newcomer to Astral Projection
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Hello there /x/, I had a thread from yesterday but it's gone now. Anyway, I have decided to take the steps necessary, whatever they may be, to astrally project. Obviously, being the first real push, I had little progress. However, something has happened that you may all be interested in.
I attempted some lengthy meditation, focusing more on extending my awareness to certain parts of my body and then outside my body. I felt an odd sort of buzz, something hard to compare to other experiences, right at the base of my skull. That wasn't the thing I was posting about though.
See, I suffer sleep paralysis on a pretty regular basis. While my dreams were normal, I (predictably) had another episode of this this morning. However, I took your advice and did not try to force myself out of it. Instead, I tried to remain calm and extend my awareness again.
The same buzzing was there, but it was far worse this time, and I was real air hungry. I couldn't stop thinking that my mouth would shut and I would suffocate unless I put all my effort into keeping it open. Similarly, strange black wisps or swirls began to appear on my corner and dresser, the part of my room I was stuck looking at. But it was more like running paint, like someone was smearing the image that was my sight revealing blackness underneath. I wasn't able to keep this state before that air hunger forced my to snap fully awake.
Has anyone else here had a similar experience?
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Last night i think i finally made progress in lucid dreaming, but it was different than what i usually read about in other peoples experiences.
I was being chased by a group of guys who were trying to harm me.
They eventually caught up to me, and i was surrounded by them laying on the ground.
And in a snap of the finger, "holy shit, this is a dream"
I realize i'm just dreaming, and i don't wake up.
So i start to try to take control of the dream, i try to sit up...
but i can't?
It feels like there is a large amount of weight on me...
i can recall moving very little, but not enough to sit up.
They pick me up... and all i COULD do was scream and whale my head around like some sort of maniac...
and that i did.
Any ideas, thoughts, or advice on this?
Even though i didn't take control of my dream...
shit was dope as fuckkk!
>tldr; finally made progress lucid dreaming, but it was different than what i usually read about.